Insyirah lah!

Everyday hang out with bikers. o.0 now i realise

2009-12-19T01:42:00.000-08:00

hey! yesterday went home later than i expected o.0 but was fun. Slacked with bikers then played pool at terence's condo. yearps :) reached home at 11 plus i guess. thought of gg home early yesterday but was caught up in conversations with james. okay so went our separate ways. but rach,rafiq and khairil followed me back home but separate with them at the bus stop. scared someone see me with them ler. [only they know who. hehe] okay haven been msging faris for quite some time. nowadays pms lurh. he should understand..firdause hazwan and fer lamer tak turon jumpe kite sia. sombong btol. tkpe fer still owe me a pack of winner menthol. hehe. my pack finish le yesterday. sad2 :( James and glen ask me stop smoking. cause i keep smoking after each stick finish. so they say i heavy smoker le. but i know i won't stop. but i'll smoke lesser kay? :P alright till here then. see ya!

2009-12-08T09:45:00.000-08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooo! Haha haven't been posting for quite sometime now. Blogging is boring to me now le. So for these past few weeks. Actually ever since the holiday started have been going out with riders together with rachel. So nowadays have been going home late cause day by day all of us get closer and closer. Friday night out! Can't wait. Tmr i gonna cut rafiq's hair. i scared something go wrong sia. Later confirm he get angry if i make his hair fucked up. well thats what everybody ask me to do. make his hair become like pepek hair . haha. So now lets talk about 20th of december. Going to make a chalet with kristal. Me and her celebrating birthday together. there's gona be a sleepover. so whoever want to sleepover can :) But i dont think we're going to be sleeping. Its gg to be a hell of a party. Loud music and everything. Huhu^^ You guys better come! Well, those who are invited lo. haha. Chao

2009-11-29T07:43:00.000-08:00

Hey readers. Anw, there's this problem abt Rach and her ex -.- Lame problem. Hope it will be over -.-

True Friends

2009-11-18T02:40:00.000-08:00

Have been going out with Kristal babygirl nowadays :)

Mustaqim's chalet was awesome.

Too bad couldn't stay over. haha.

So its a Three day two night thing. Wahh i tell you they mix the vodka with sprite not nice sia. hahah but David drink like normal only. I hate sprite so didn't finish it. That was on the first day. Went home late but Babygirl went home early like around eight plus. ;( sadd. The second day also cause her mum wanted to go out with her. So slacked with them till nine plus and left. That day i cried but Mustaqim so nice comfort me :) heh. Kristal also! I love you guys! Can't wait for tmr! Heeeeeeees^^K till here.

Chao!

This is what i call true friends :)

Plus im back to being single! wuuhuuu!

You belong with me.

2009-11-08T23:27:00.001-08:00

Yeryeryer! Currently at bedok now. With Ina.S beside me. [change to minah tone] Anw, whoever come mess with her are fucking dogs. Die nak buat ape die tu die peh pasal. Yang kau nak masok campoh tu apehal? Sumbat ah tu conek kat mulot besar kau. Confirm kau suke. sundal pe kau. Suke nah amek jantan. ahhpuiiii! Muka sememek sia. Eeee. Geli aku. Anjing peh muke lagi lawar dari kau. wakaka. And for the guy [......] Two words. GAY DOG. Haha. okay.
See yah imma smoke it baby smoke it. Wansuey!

I miss baby ;(

PS: Visit Amalina's blog! Finally she got blog.

2009-11-06T06:14:00.000-08:00

Guess what! Qamarul and Asraff are cousins! -.-' It feels weird. Haha so these past few days have been going out with friends. Been to bugis quite alot of times these past few days. Today went to bugis and we saw the whole of Fighting Spiders crew. fuhhh! Edwin hot la siaaaa. Photos are with rachel. I miss bby ;( He so busy with his O level cnt meet me! boohoo! Summore that Qamarul today make him so busy until he want to msg me pon susah. Baek peh bro ah lu. hmph! Later maybe talking on the phone with bby. Woohoo.

i miss your kisses and doing our nonsense. I love you dear.

In the end i can only pick one.

2009-10-22T04:54:00.000-07:00

Unglam pic after F1 Race

THANK YOU TWINNNNNN!!!

Ohkay so Bianchine did my blogskin for me again. haha i had to choose a song for my blog. Starstruck or Domino. So i picked domino! huhu^^ To those of you who didn't know that i got a new phone, well i did! Haha time to show off! Samsung Preston. Mine's black then Desiree one is Purple. Oooo. Saturday is Shab's and Shariffah's birthday! Wheeeeee! Can't wait for sunday! We gonna party like a bunch of foxy hooligans! hahah. Now currently chatting with Bob :) , Huz, Hamizan and Bianchine! Eh now i realise B,B,H,H. HAHA. okay wtv. So tmr is checking of scripts. BAHHHHHHHH! I scared i retain cause i heard that two ppl or more retaining from my class! wekkkk*cries like baby* I confirm retain sia. fuck. whatever it is, thinking of yesterday always made me happy. huhuhu^^ only bob knows. Tmr suppose to go out with Huz then i fogot. So i made plans with Rachel and all. HAHAHAH. stupid sia. Eh fie and mdnoh msging me now. huhu^^ So many i dont know who to choose! i got my eye on one. hahah. Back to Huz, he asking me now if tmr confirm can anot. Aiya howwwww! what to say? Im dead. Anw, after sch ends im gonna die my hair! yipeeee! Not gonna say what colour if not SOMEBODY copy me as usual. Her boy got a unibrow. Sharlene should know. Cause we are the EVIL GIRLFRIENDS!

Okay till here then. Wansueyy!

2009-10-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

TTG dah nak roboh? Wak lu bodo. eh kau tk tau sape kat dlm ttg okeh. skrg pon dah tukar ttk. Dah ketinggalan zaman pe girl. aku ingat kau cam stalker mane tau psl hal kite. Asal plak kau heran sgt kalau kite tukar2 kawan? salah ke? ade hal eh? mari uh! abeh kau ni byk peh kawan baek pe? dont tell me kau tk penah tukar kawan ah eh. kau cakap diana tak tukar2 kawan? Kau pikir eh dulu die kwn ngan aku beh ain ngan kau beh skrg nadia all pulak. Kau tu yg pikir masak2 dulu uh. ape kau cakap ttg kepo kau peh name? eh! name kite maseh hidop la. dah due tahon lebih dokkkk! eh siape ckp amalina nak nadia bagi de makan ah deng. kau dgr dari siape kau bilang aku. kau dgr dari siape yg ttg nak roboh? kalau kau berani kau bilang aku skrg. aku nak tau siape. ramai org tak suke kite? kau ni tkde otak eh? korang ah yg kepo name kawan aku. ihsan semua. The kaki gerek? Tu name drg. tapi dorg tk sampai step cam kau -.-'merepek ah sia. kau ckp " eh kite tk goyang ah ngan ni flooding semue" HAHAH buat aku ketawe je sia. sumpah ni merepek. you just did it lah selenger! tkde org heran nak picit kau lah sia. perasan lebih. Chalobeteh. Bile skola bukak aku nk bbual ngan ayuni. first jadi hal syafiqah skrg jadi hal kau pulak. kekek pe girl.

2009-09-30T03:01:00.000-07:00

dunno what to saayyy

2009-09-17T04:51:00.000-07:00

Schools sucks as usual today and i bet its going to be sucky again tmr. life -.- sick and tired of life. life life life. hmfftt. pathetic sch pathetic life. Nothing interesting today actually. Principal called my mum. long storyyyy. mrs ng also. HAHA. so merepek i tell you. one person enough uh complain abt me. now every teacher want to complain. Best teacher is mr anwar (sharlene's bf) HAHAHAHAHA. dont flirt with him. he's married. Currently talking to Kechyq Sanchi, Ihsan, Minprince and MR CHONG. HAHAH. okay see you. tatatetetutu^^

2009-09-04T04:30:00.000-07:00

Rach came over my house. blah3. Yesterday met kaiting,qiyang, Renjie SHIT, jieling and ya volleyballed. Going sentosa on monday :) hope girlfriend can come. okay so i gg to reply tags now.

VAN: :) Okay but you so quiet outside how to confide in you ;(
AIN: Yeah i guess so
YIXIN WIFEY: Yeah fey :) ly liaaaa
Girlfriend!: Thank you! i love you horrrrrrrrr
RenjieSHIT: Go eat shit la. haha

Now i know who my true friends are

2009-08-24T02:27:00.000-07:00

i dunno whats wrong. nothing in my life seems to go the way i want it to be. im hurt, noone cares. and even if they pretend to care, i'll just say i'm alright even when im not. i'm only hyper and all because i want to hide my emotions. i dun want anybody to worry about me. i don't know who my true friends are anymore. i dunno whether my family is even my family and im damn fucked up with guys. Thats why i reject every one of them. Im confused as hell. Someone just fucking kill me already. i can't take this torture any longer. fuck. :( i fucking feel like crying but rachel sleeping beside me. dun wanna wake her up. Control insyirah.. control.

To my Kak Ina: EH FUCK YOU AH KANINA. fucking put my grandfather's kubur black colour for what?!? And need to do so grand meh? Eh follow my mother ahh pls. She do for my grandmother white and gold kay! Not like you fucking idiot. Fuck you my father fucking pissed now kay. the whole family now pissed with your dimwit family.
No matter what we're going to change the tombstone. Fuck you, Perish in hell mother fucker.

:(
Thank god its fasting month. If not you watch out ah.
To everyone else, selamat berpuasa.

2009-08-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

i found this picture. reminded me of the past. good memories. and some bad ones which i'm trying hard to forget.

okay so today was alright. school was fun somehow. Everyone wore orange. well not everyone but majority. huhu^^ okay so lessons were boring as usual. Sat beside vanessa for english. Since dinah called diana smarter than me. Merajok ah. hahaha. Very fun to sit beside vanessa cause she practically laughed at all of my jokes. heheh. okay so maths was abit of fun. but mr anwar just had to call me and dinah phsycotic ppl. walao. haha oh well, he's still the best teacher there is. So took pictures and video's with sharlene's camera and off i went. Went opp sch and met bernard. I was with rachel and desiree. Well alot of things happened. cant really say here cause i heard the sch knows our blog. so everyone out there, beware! Private your blogs or don't talk crap that will get you into big trouble. you know how the sch is right? hmm !@#$%^ okay so went to slack at rachel's house untill seven fourty then off i went. Rach followed me back to my house to put my bag then went to Loyang point. it was already eight plus but who cares. Okay. Now im back home using my laptop. Anw, im sick (cough & flu). And to amalina : GET WELL SOON BESTIE! haha. zhaoooo

2009-07-31T08:16:00.000-07:00

Okat i told shabb that i will post. I maybe changing my url since my PARENTS know my blog already. you may never know they kepo2 look at my blog. okay so today was practically boring. haiyo. nothing to write. So me and natasha chat on msn about robert pattinson. i was like pretending to be shab and all. and say that robert pattinson is insyirah's guy and stuff. haha. Weird. Okay i got nth to post. just admire my picture suaaaa. okay tata.

2009-07-26T06:50:00.000-07:00

To ahhgirl: Eh you think you very cool ah? Then name Ahhgirl? Come say your name your school all ah sia. Dare to fuck me up in the tagboard come fuck me up in the face la sia. You dont know me dont come say me sai all ah sia. pcb. I won't ban you. i want to hear what you gonna say. Come and entertain me fucker. Cause im dead bored.

2009-07-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

Today went back home early due to cramps. But before that followed Desiree to buy cake for her sister. nmpk sedap! insyirah nak skrg jugak! then heard some bimbo call my name. Turned around, guess who it was? SHABANA and NATASHA. One bimbo queen the other one princess bimbo. Huhu^^ jangan marah yeee. Went straight home. felt kinda weird so i took a bath and switched on my air-con. Fuyoohh. Sejok habes. but damn shiok ah. Then read a book , a little black dress. The books are very very good. Then now my eyes hurt so i go online lia. So these past few days have been hanging out with Sarah baby and the rest of the simei people. They're super funnn! but im still not used to simei. hehe. Say akiff yesterday, din give a hoot about him anymore. so just walked past him with my head held high. chey wah. then he text me saying i looked good? wth -.-' Now we're back to the original clique. Just me, ina and desiree. haha.Super cool. oh i forgot to tell you bout Syafiqah. Clique and me lepak with her for an hour then went opp school to meet Mummynazly. He looks so much better now. Kan makk? huhuhu^^ Then then ate ICE CREAM MTHER FCKER. teehees. Okay i can't wait for tomorrow! Abigail and me gg to bugis area there to watch the indian dance performers dance their fucking ass off. Majority my friends there sooooooo because i love them so much i am gg! woooohoooo. imma sweet girl ya know. good luck you guys and don't screw up if not i'll be laughing out loud and make you cryyy! wakakaka. see you guys tmr :) zhao.

2009-07-23T06:19:00.001-07:00

im confused.

2009-07-10T07:31:00.000-07:00

Tiara, im crying. Your message was sweet. im sorry. iloveyou. ;(

2009-07-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

hey you guys. im tired today so gonna write a short post. okay so today school was as per normal. only had some problem with 3/3. settle already then now we found out who was the one with the big mouth, then tmr we gonna meet that woman. whatever. okay so im msging afnan and fathin scandal now. then maybe asking andrea if she can go out early meet me tmr morning. yeah. so today went to Sengkang to meet darryl, jonathan,teck cheng and some guy who looks like a malay but is chinese :) we were damn angry at them la. Rach always roll eye at them then i show attitude then juvencia keep shouting at them. you gangsta. hahah. then in the end all of us okay with each other. we isap3 then go compass point to eat at long john the clam chowder. so yah. then went home at around 6.45 then Rach got a message from darryl saying that they got screened by police. i was lying on rachel's lap then she showed me the message then i was like WHAT THE FUCK! haha. cause one more case i go girls home leiii ;( dun wan. very scary. wakakaka. okay. then that jonathan ahhhh go say that he isap when the police ask him if he did. -.-' wth. Next time say no laaaaaa. thank god me, Rach and juvencia go already and the pack with us. heng ah. if not ALL of us in trouble. kay so its around seven then we reach central. lepak there then see if shop which sell ice pop open.but its closed :( then we went to one blok then isap then wait for darryl then go his house then he gave rach her charger back. then off we went to our separate ways. then when i reacher home, i went up the stairs and saw saifuddin sitting at my staircase isap-ing. then i smile at him cause i find him cute :) then he smile back and said hi. but i too shy to say hi back. teehees^^ then i went to shop and save then buy some chips. then i was squating down like some apek. then saifuddin behind me laughing. then i was like fck ahhhh. look only at my buttocks. hahaha! laugh so hard sia. He so cute and funny. But too bad he lives right under me. my neighbour. pathetic la. haha. currently chatting with Zuhairi, Iszman and Steven and messaging Afnan and Fathin. yeahhh. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-07-04T22:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS GIRLF! HAHAH. Its like two days ago but still, i wished you first in the text and still can emo2 infront of me summore. hahah. cute sia youuuuuuu. and five more more days you got another anniversary but with fahmy. haha. I love you darling! haha. So now lets talk abt friday. Met Xiaodrea for awhile cause i missed her badly! then gave her a hug and talk2 then said our goodbyes. Tuesday meeting her again. She's coming back to sch! yipeeeee.
To andrea: Remember what i told you k honey? Pick your friends carefully. You knw what i mean right? those stuck up whores. Teehees ^^ Loveyou bitch.

Okay so now i at my tuition place. Can use computer since i finish my work already :) Im a smart girl. My teacher teached me a new topic that our maths teacher is going to teach us on tuesday. so i'll be ready for it :) Okay so i met this awesome new guy on blackshot yesterday. He's perfect. But im really confused. cause he's in a very bad bad relationship. i hope he breaks with that girl and go to me. WAKAKAKA. so bad. No la. hope they last long ehhhhh. yeah right. Now texting him. my oh so cute boy. love you. im missing sharlene and shab badly. :( boohoo.

2009-06-29T05:23:00.000-07:00

Hey you losers who's reading my post. haha. Today had a vey suckish first day of school but it wasn't so bad cause my sexy momma girlies were with me! talk2 and laugh all day long but for maths i decided to sit in front luh cause like i want to concentrate. Once in a lifetime you hear me say that. or type that -.-' yeah but really i need to buck up on my studies. no more fooling around like before. but won't stop being the most sexy entertainer there is on earth :) So i really had fun in school today then after school went to tampines to settle some problem. Juju had some problems with her schoolmates so the TTG kinda helped her out cause we're such good ppl. Its some staring2 and bad mouthing and spamming problem. no biggie. just some little girls who need some talking to. okay then turns out one of them is my bus friend :D take bus with hes like almost everytime when im out with the bedok town brothers. So dah settle we go macs to have our lunch/dinner cause it was getting late. then sent amalina off. then followed rach,juju and des to church. They prayed there and some people were praying and i felt very uneasy. And i could hardly breathe so i went out of the church and waited for them. Went to the toilet and just locked myself up in there. Didnt feel well for a minute there. Sorry i made you guys worry :(
okay so went to the bus stop to go central. Bus came late then got this changkat changi guy going up the bus too but he was infront of me, so i waited for him to get on the bus but he looked at me then asked me to go in first. trying to be a gentleman ehhh. then i say" no need you here first what. go in first :)" then he say "no you go in first" then i just go in lorh. hahah. So went to central then slack2. then went home. Thanks sharlene girlfriend for the awesome perfume from VICTORIA SECRET. bet you guys are jealous. i love her mahh unlike you guys. wakakaka. So Xiaodrea anyhow say she coming back school today. Honey lied to me :( sad2. Then she promise she'll be back on wednesday then said love you. was angry but let it go after she said sorry. teehees^^ so im like messaging this guy name yusuf? haha dunno how he get my number. entertaining him now since those attached people (sharlene gf and amalina bestie) ask me to be attached. haha. but i just got to know him. and two other guys want to get to know me. one of them one year younger and another one same age. haha dunno la. hard to pick :( OMG. Yusuf just messaged me saying that he's tiara's ex boyfriend! now i have second thoughts bout getting to know him.nvm make friends pon ape salahnye. Aji and wan are entertaining me. why girlfriend not online. im missing her already. sad siotzxzxzxz. okay you guys should so watch this video. funny to the max! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hb_fwrtiwhY&feature=channel_page WAKAKAKAKAKA

2009-06-26T00:28:00.000-07:00

This is Michael Jackson aka Mikaeel Jackson (islam name). He left us on Thursday, June 25, 2009 --- 8:55 p.m. He was a legend to us all. Alot of people bad mouthed him saying that he molests small boys and all those crap but i know he didn't. He died of a heart attack yesterday. how sad. He was my late grandmother's idol. She was a HUGE fan. We all loved him. Al-fatehah , amin.
R.I.P mikeeal

2009-06-07T02:33:00.000-07:00

Havent been posting for quite some time now. so on friday, me and amalina met musa and friends at 124. Slacked and all. Had some laughs but i practically slept for thirty minutes. haha then i heard musa saying that he wanted to take a picture of me and post it at his blog?! hahah. i can hear what you guys talking about even when im asleep k! haha. so went to pasir ris to meet rachel then went over her house then wanted to meet Zhiyang but then he angry at us cause we were late. so yah. sorry zhiyang. gonna post the pic of me and musa now. teehees.

[T][T][G] lagi gerek dari ***.

PS: im missing sharlene damn badly now. Six more days!

2009-06-02T03:04:00.000-07:00

I miss sharlene :(((((
So today got some school shit then went to watch a movie with dear NAZRUL! woohoo.
then saw nadia all. blah3. gave me a kiss then said our goodbyes then done. byebye

2009-05-31T05:57:00.000-07:00

CAMP SUCKS HARD!
camp sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks! especially today. the last day we had to go for high elements and that ms lam had to pick a fight with me! annoying can. just because i said the word F*** doesnt mean i was saying it to all the teachers or whatsoever. i was high up from the ground and i nearly fell so it just came out of my mouth ACCIDENTALLY. This was how the conversation between me and her went.

MsLam: Insyirah!come over here now!
Me: *walks up to her* yeah?
MsLam: Repeat what you said when you up there?*points at the high elements*
Me: Dunno.
MsLam: You said a vulgar word!
Me: oh yah. cause i scared what. i nearly fall down.
MsLam: why are you talking to me in a rude manner?
[This is when i raise my voice]
Me: You raise your voice to me i raise my voice to you ah!
MsLam: Give me some respect! you're only giving respect to yourself!
Me: You never give me respect what! what for i give you respect sia!
Then she called mr cheong. blah3. whatever la. nearly punched her face but mr cheong stopped me. sheesh. then got banned from doing the camp activities. now he talking to me. giving me advice and stuff. yeah. so three facils flirt with me but i din really care cause they're too old for me. i think they around 24 or 25 yrs old sia. haha. then dinah and bianchine keep disturbing me. tskkk. haha. the kayaking anf rafting was damn fun. and the amazing race is SO tiring!hah. kk. so blah3. ask the others what happened during the camp. lazy wanna type. so bye now. wanna go sleep.&& im so missing sharlene right now! DONT GO TO LAS ANGELES! AND IF YOU DO BUY ME BUBBLE GUM! LOTS OF IT. hahahaha. i miss my girlfriend and boyfriend :(

2009-05-26T05:37:00.000-07:00

omg i just did a test about bestfriends then sharlene's face popped out for the IQ test thing at the bottom. i was damn shocked lia. haha. She is my best friend so yeah. Today basically was a bore. we just slacked in class while the rest was rotting up in the hall with boredom. teehees^^. okay then laughed like hell with sharlene in the toilet. don't know why though. we were just high. yeah. then gave sharlene a hug then she left so slacked with Amalina and Rachel at bedok and bought pack. So isap3 then around one we left. then rachel went over my house and changed. Then off to gym! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. fucking alot of hothothothothothothothothothothothot guys there. my goodness. *faints* their abs are like..*faints again*. hot sia. confirm if shabana there uh, she'll be like"OMG! NEW MOON PEOPLE O.O" hahahaha. yeah. so left at around six thirty then walked to afhgan bus stop which was far and me and rachel we non-stop with our " No scared, just...." hahahahhahah! inside joke. So went back home and reached my house at around 7.45pm. then bathed and went online. Currently chatting with nazbear,firdaus,rachel and shabana. yeah. i feel so bad about naz. he's been asking me out everyday and i can't seem to make it. he really like sme but i dont feel the same way. hais. im not sure. someone help me :(

2009-05-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

sorry abt yesterday's post. saw his friendster photos and was damn pissed off. sheesh. i felt a bit of jealousy cause how can a girl like that get AKIF! like wth lah can. if only lydia din break us up, i bet we can last till now, then one more week is their 6th month anniversary. damn. even though i stead with other guys uh, i can't seem to forget how we used to be so shy towards each other. and the way i made the first move to hold his hands. and he held mine firmly and tightly. and i love it when i feel so warm and loved when he's beside me hugging me. and i miss those times when we kissed at the park and didn't care who was watching us. our favourite colour is green and white and we had alot of things in common like i drink jim beam and so do you and you like to smoke menthol, same as me. then when we broke up, i know fate was with us. Cause we were both unexpectedly wearing white then took the same bus then stop at the same stop at pasir ris inter then took the same mrt and stop at the same stop which is at bedok and took the same bus from there which was 17. and don't tell me that thats not fate. why can't he see that? some people ask me to forget him cause he already fogot abt me and moved on. but he made a big impact on my life and i really do love him. and what kind of a friend is lydia? how can she say that i flirt with adam(lydia's bf)? please la. why would i flirt with him? i've known him for three years or so then just because i gave my number to an old friend doesn't mean imma flirt right? And why'd you have to say to Akif that i flirt with Adam? WHYYYY!?! then when me and akiff broke up, did you even know that i cried like fuckkkkkk for weeks and weeks! fuck you to hell! i know akif was sad too cause Adam told me when Hari Raya, akif was very moody and sad and didn't want to talk to anyone. guess he loved me too. you happy now lydia?!? you fucking happy?!? then when he break up with me, you fucking break up with Adam then go to Akif! you fucking flirt with him infront of me! in the bus you don't think i saw you flirting issit? you think i blind issit? pcb.then you left Adam alone. You don't care abt anyone's feelings but your own right? Then when me and Adam got close, you got jealous. so you left Akif behind and went back to Adam. I fucking want to beat you up okay! i was damn pissed off la! i go call my friends from temasek and ask them to find you then bring you to me cause i wanna slap you myself. then when you heard bout the news you quickly say sorry to me. what the hell la! you fucking coward ah! you know im fucking sad till now?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i wanna strangle you and fucking kill you! then Adam finally realise that you only want to make me feel miserable, FINALLY HE BROKE UP WITH YOU AND BROKE YOUR BLOODY HEART. see how it feels bitch? this is what you get when you mess with other people's heart! Now because of you Akif have a girlfriend! Im happy for them cause when i see Akif smile, it makes me smile. but i feel sad cause im not the one making him smile and im not there to smile with him. damn, i really love him. god. i feel like slapping that girl's face. its been 8 months now and im still not over him. and that fucking lydia told everyone that i stole Akif?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! please laaaaaaaaaaa. who stead with who first sia! Fuck. if i see you outside uh lydia, you watch out. You fucking watch out!
Now i reject five fucking guys just because i feel bad. i feel bad that i love Akif and don't love the guy as much as i love him. thats the reason. Atleast im not like you, stead with every guy who asks you for stead. CHEAP SLUT! i hope you burn in hell! BURN BURN BURNNNNNN!!!! i hope you get unlucky for the rest of your life and get run down by a lorry. i fucking want you to die!
hmph.
PS: Sorry for the harsh post but i had to let my feelings out. sry. and kristal, we both cut bangs same day! 0.0

2009-05-23T08:05:00.001-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
fuck it la.
Their bloody 6th months anniversary is like in eight days time.
:(
They got fucking couple rings and watches lah can!
someone cheer me up please.
i fucking cannot get over him!
i really miss him.
but he seems to be really inlove with that bitch but not me
alot of people asked me to forget about him but how can i?
Its very hard if you love someone but that STUPID LYDIA go break us up.
BAHHHH.
fuck you all to hell ah nabe!

2009-05-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

SO FUN.

Ps: Cheer up girlf!!

2009-05-20T00:55:00.000-07:00

Friendsforlife.

okay currently at rachel's house right now. im quite tired to post abt yesterday cause

like very long uh. so yah. i'll get the pictures from sharlene then post it. see yah

pictures.

2009-05-18T04:41:00.000-07:00

SECOND POST

2009-05-18T02:46:00.000-07:00

Rachelthis picture so cute sia.okay currently at rachel's house. she's like sleeping away. haha. so before that went to whitesands POSB and took out a hundred bucks. i just took out a hundred bucks two or three days ago and now poof! its all gone. haha. so i like spent it on skirts and shirt and wild wild wet cause i treated rach and desiree. it costs like around fourty five bucks. damn. haha. okay so today was fun. i was so wild in the bus when going back home form the hairstyling course. haha. damn it was fun but i suck at it. but i know im much better than sharlene and amalina cause i had to do for them their hair on their dolls. haha losers. the doll look like some sex doll sia. haha. Desiree like 0nly. her best friend what -.-' okay blah3.. no currently chatting with firdaus and sharlene darling :) can't wait for tomorrow! outing with the boys! :)

PS: Kristal, when we cutting bangs together?

2009-05-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

zomg. today went out with kristal to city hall.
yeah i was damn shocked la. she so pretty :) so went to walk2 arnd. wanted to catch a movie but in the end we didnt so we just made fun of all the banglas arnd us. then this group of banglas like took pictures of us then say "oooo" lol. yeah. then like that la. so we walked arnd clarke quey and took alot of pictures. ^^ so we went to marina square after that and approximately 6.30 all the mats and minahs came. haha i told you so (kristal). haha. thats what danny told me uh. that at 6.30 all the mats and minahs will come. guess its true then. haha. okay now im like waiting for kristal to find her stupid cable. she taking so longggg.. grrr. haha. if too long then i no time to post the pictures, maybe tmr i will uh. so really had great fun with her. our gossip sessions and stuff. haha. so we had long john then starbucks. damn the caramel coffee was awesome. haha. so got this bangla stalking us and staring at us. then i gave him that look which made kristal laugh like hell. ahha. yeah. thats about it. got home at around nine. then now im blogging :) so this is it yaw. im off. maybe uploading the pictures tomorrow. okayyy. bye :)

PS: kristal, cute! haha (inside joke)

2009-05-16T04:12:00.000-07:00

AKU RINDU SHARLENE BANYAKBANYAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!

I want holidays now too! i wanna go out with you badly hurrss .You my best best best girlfriend!

Hopefully we can go out again during the holidays!

I MISSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

KRISTEL!

Hey girl, don't get so paranoid or whatsoever just because of one guy

i know how it feels to have wait for a guy and love hiim for so long then in the end you get used.

it hurts damn bad. yeah i kena before. but being single aint so bad. like what i told you, being in a relationship means less time for your friends and for yourself. its hard to turst guys nowadays, yeah its true. but there are some out there that can be trusted. so just wait for the right one to come okay? you're a pretty girl. Any guy should be lucky to have you. i know waiting is a torture for you but just try it okay? Dont cry anymore and just relaks. no point crying for the guy you love when the guy doesn't love you back. you know im always here for you :) Loveyou.

2009-05-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

This girl up here makes me laugh every minute of school time :) ily!&& imy!

today was fun.

but got annoyed.

went wild wild wet.

thats all im gonna say.

cb.

To rachel:

i delete the post for you already. love you! and can't wait for movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

To Bianchine:

omg i was damn bloody angry with you sia today. Just so you know, im still angry at you. im not gonna talk to you cause i had enough of the nonsense you give me every single day. please la. can't you tell that you irritate me a bunch of times? since sec one. i've been tolerating your crap since sec one till now. but i cant hold it in any longer. sorry i burst out cursing or swearing at you just now but i just couldnt help it. i was damn angry. i got nothing to say to you cause you're not the BEST friend that i got. only Amalina understands me fully. thats why i love her dearly. but for you, i've stopped caring.Just so you know this is what i think of you. Flirt,show off and an annoying girl. but thats just who you are. i cant change that. but sometimes you need someone to tell you that you're such a pain in the ass. and im here to say it. YOU'RE SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASSSSSSS! at times maybe not but majority of the times. yes. Please ah ppl, if want to wear bikini atleast have nice body ah. and stop covering your body if you dont feel confortable with your fats bulging out from you ppl's fbt.okay back to the post. i don't want to be close to you anymore. its not worth a single bit. i just want to be like how you and desiree treats each other. like a hi bye kinda thing. i can't stand it anymor.e im sick and tired of me laughing and smiling at stupid stuffs which i dont even find funny a single bit. sorry but i have to type this to you. i need you to read it and atleast change yourself. you were great the first few months. but you changed. dont bother asking how you changed. just ask yourself. you should know. im still your twin cause i promised you that i'll be your twin forever remember? even though we fight or whatsoever, you're still my twin. but some things have to change around here. Like for example, us. Its gonna be different once school stars back. its gonna be very different.see you around.

PS: sorry for the mean posts but im damn stressed up now. plus i had fun with my dear ladies that i love with all my heart today. but my mood just had to be spoiled.

2009-04-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

School was practically a bore. Me,sharlene,bianchine,desiree and amalina got sent to RTC cause we did something a good girl would'nt do. okay so we were up there for an hour i think. we had to do some planning and reflection thingy. so the day continued with lots of laughter. after school went to meet my sister cause i saw my message and read what my sister wrote. she suddenly wrote" im here" then i was like omg. i din know she would come. haha. i told her everything but i din know she would come down. so they had me and my sister waiting for like an hour or so. my sister was like damn pissed. so when kris came with the rest we started talking. basically only me and my sister was talking. kris asked 'them' who were the ones that talk about her behind her back. but nobody owned up. so she were asking over and over again but nobody answered. so i told her not to waste her time cause they will not admit. then my sister had a talk with kris. i think kris understands what me and my sister are saying to her. we're basically saying that immatures will not admit but matured people will. so yah thats basically it. so we went off at around three or four plus. harap2 kris is okay and find out who the bloody idiots are. i know who it is but i won't tell. but i gave kris a hint. i shall not tell what i told her but she will know sooner or later. and thanks kak for the help even though i didnt ask you to. haha. you're the best huns! iloveyou! okay enough of the sweet talk.So went to lepak with sharlene and amalina for awhile. sharlene couldnt stay for long but atleast i get to go out with her. i missed her so much. thats what i told her in the morning when i hugged her. haha. then she said awww. next time say i miss you too luh deyyy. so i heard from amalina that nadia and tiara say that i bring my sister cause i was guilty. but eventually it was only nadia. Gonna ask her why she said that. so we kinda fought on the phone but whatever. settle in school cause i aint a coward. im not those type that settle through connection. we'll just wait for tmr. okay. so me and amalina went to bedok inter and guess who we bumped into, FAD. oh momma! haha. he smiled at me but i just ignored. hot loser. OMG. i forgot to say that in the bus i saw this hothothothothothot chinese guy and i was so crazy over him. ahaha. i slept beside him. i wasnt actually sleeping but just enjoying the moments. haha. saw shahrul too. my god. botak liao. so went home at arnd 6.45 then nick texted me. he ask me to come over his house so i agreed. i not telling you what happened but it was fun. hahaha. winkwink. so left his house at 9.15pm. and went home. then this hot mat ask me for number but i never give :( cause he saw me with nick so i felt bad. cause maybe he thinks im a player. so yah. i never give. but i'll see him soon. i know where he lives. wakaka. okay. im currently chatting with badiz and shab. i love them so so so so soooo much.

2009-04-26T04:30:00.000-07:00

Hey. i miss those guys up there. i've been friends with them for three years now. and they never seem to make me smile. when im down they were there to comfort me. and the words that come out of their mouth are very comforting. sometimes guys understand you better than girls do. but depends on which type of guys uh. i miss hanging out with them. its been two weeks now. I have to meet you guys! i miss you both and the rest dearly :( hope we can meet up soon and sorry for yesterday. i wasnt in a mood to lepak cause i was damn tired. the whole day i jogged and jogged. and i happily lost 1 kg! im been jogging from morning to night at around 7pm. yeah. and i didnt eat alot. cause i keep getting stomach aches. and i feel very healthy now. its true what they say. if you're a heavy smoker, and you stop smoking for days and start exercising,you'll feel much much better. i can breathe properly now and i have lots of energy. but my body hurts due to all the sit ups and crunching. haha. okay bye now. plus, i cant wait till tomorrow. gonna find out who those immatures are. woohoo.

PS: should a pick a saint pats boy or an ite simei guy or a guy who got kicked out of school? im damn confused :(

immatures.

2009-04-25T02:14:00.001-07:00

okay im here to talk about those immatures that talk about me,sharlene and amalina. firstly that stupid nana called me fat. which im not. atleast i have a figure. secondly, you called sharlene step jambu? oh please! maybe its just you. she's pretty just the way she is. she doesn't need to step to be jambu. she my sexy jambu girl. and plus, so what if amalina is skinny? does it matter to you? she's skinny and she's pretty. you're just jealous of all three of us. so fuck yourself one corner k? loser. plus, we know we're popular till you say sharlene's full name. you want her to be more popular issit? say her full name. well, thanks. the more popular she is the better. so yah. don't disturb us or else your ugly face is gonna get uglier when my fists get to it. nabe btol. whatever. bye soyal.

2009-04-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

sorry mr chong.

hope you're okay.

We'll talk in school yeah?

Don't sad sad.

If not bianchine bite your balls off.

haha

Okay today was like awesomely fun.

went out with diyana,shab,amalina and desiree.

then desiree followed amalina home to change then me, diyana and shab went to this indian shop to buy the nande.

the shop stinks like hell!

i even see cockroaches-half dead./

then had bubble tea. shabana taught me some manners today. how to say 'please' hahaha.

class was fun. during lit and english. me and diyana had nothing to do so we had this long chain. so we hook ppls bag to the tables so that when they want to pick it up, they can't. get it? then we did it to Quee Yue, then she found out and boy she was strong momma! then we did it to abby. then in the end it looked like a hanger. then i hanged my shades there. then syafiqah was next. muahahaha. she found out like moments later. haha. but it was fun overall. then dinah and bianchine text me in class. they nothing to do ah. haha. then me and sharlene was wearing shades and taking pictures and the teacher din even notice. STUPXZXZXZ. haha. okay im done here. byebye. i want to wash dishes :) hahaha. no lah. ask bianchine lick them for me. and diyana, HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAE LOSER! hahahha ly

2009-04-15T06:18:00.000-07:00

i have no mood for anything. nabe.

2009-04-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

Today was oh-so-fun.

Except for english.

MAN. i felt like slapping her face sia that mrs alamak.

i cannot talk, still she want me to talk.

This was how the conversation went,

Mrs K: "YOU! since you're talking, you stand up and read all five paragraphs"

Me: "You don't expect me to read when my voice is like this right?"

Mrs K: " Well, it doesnt matter"

Amalina from far: " Cher! Her throat pain you still ask her read!"

Me" *laughs* " Yeah, my throat pain ya know."

Mrs K:" Well then, read two of the paragraphs then"

Me: "okay fine""I thought i was.... I CANNOT CHER. I sound like a man sia."

The whole class laughed when they heard my voice. my god. how embarrassing.

Sorry dinah! because of me you kena stand up and read the paragraphs for me :(

I bet the pictures cheered you up. haha. okay. so went to ain's condo. damn. nice sia. nicer than any condo i've been to. then we went swimming. yahooooo. okay the pictures were extremely funny. hahaha. today laughed alot. made my voice even worse. omg. forgot to tell you abt ms chia. you know what, i lazy type abt what she did to me. haha. waste my time. currently chatting with didie,minprince and badiz.

To didie: LULULULULU. cute shit la you. I miss you horrrrrrrrrrrr!

To sharlene: I love you baby! you care so much about me. it makes me think that sometimes i care too little and that i have to care for you more. but i know you love me and so do i! I LOVE MY YELLOW THANNNNGGG!

To Diyana: Hey today laughed alot uh! when we put rubbish into lidya's bag. WAKAKAKA. saw the look on her face. then the first thing that came out of her mouth was " Insyirah! you did this right?"HAHAHAHAHAH

To rachel: Thanks for caring. yeah many more fishes out there. but akiff's different. i forget abt him already. thanks.

To TWIN: I love you too. You're very important to me. Just want to let you know that.

PS: IM OVER HIM! FINALLY OVER HIM THANKS TO ALL OF YOU. i feel so popular. HAHA

2009-04-12T05:35:00.000-07:00

i feel like killing myself :(

When i saw the picture of you guys kissing, my heart hurts so bad.

You don't know that i still love you?

it has been six months and im still not over you.

You have been together with that girl for a long time.

Im happy that you're happy.

But it hurts too much.

i have nothing to say

i dont bother to post about today.

Im sick and im sad.

you happy now bitch!?

Because of you we broke up.

ccb ;/

Thursday was awesome :)

2009-04-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

HELLO LOSERS.

hah. kidding. so thursday was like a normal day. Went out with clique.Des,myself,rachel,amalina,danny and qamarul. Those guys with their headbands. think cool issit? haha. bimbo( inside joke with danny ) okay so i went home early from school today cause my eye hurts and met amalina and danny at my house. then went off to macs and met rachel and desiree. so i only ordered fries and coke cause was busy playing L4D. then qamarul came and he was dying ot use my laptop cause got L4D. but i dont let him use. haha. too bad bitch. then my battery was low then wanted to charge my laptop but this selfish woman was charging hers when her freaking laptop battery was full! What a loser. then amalina ask her if we can charge then she say " How long you want to use? use for awhile only. my battery flat!" then we were like what the fuckity fuck fuck ? then in the end my laptop just switched off by itself then i just slammed my laptop shut and shout" fuck you stupid loser. your bloody computer's battery full sia. ccb" then the mother just stare at me. maybe because she felt embarrassed for her daughter. Next time i charge first sia. okay so danny and qamarul left. So we went to the park and ahem2. then went to my tuition. Then i dunno what happened during my tuition so at around 8.46pm i met rachel at her house. went home at 10.30pm. i swear. the pictures we took were hilarious. i laugh so hard till i fell down her chair and landed on my butt sia. hahaha. okok. im done here. gonna post the pictures up

Here it goes

PS: cheer up desiree. now you're single :) flirt baby! FLIRT YOUR ASS OFF!
haha

2009-04-06T03:06:00.000-07:00

DIYANAAAAAAAAAAA!

hahaha, just want to say thanks for being there for me and being my best partner in my whole sec three life. i din know that i added you before i went to secondary school. HAHA. sorry stm uh. oh. okayy. your post damn sweet horzxzxzxz. eheh, i like this picture of us. Cause i look good in it. haha. sorry bout the leg incident. not purposely ahhh. or is it? HAHA. back to the point.

thank youuuuu liaoozxzxzxz for the memories everyday with you. i laugh with you almost every minute without fail. meow. hahhaha. remember? Keep disturbing people outside the window.. then today i realised that i was laughing almost everyday in class with you, shab and sharlene.

haha. thats what i love about school. You guys make school fun babeh! love you guys!

okay so today desiree came over my house. she's sleeping now beside me. haha. so sad she very tired. i cooked maggi for her and two cheese sausages. then now she sleeping. so i asked my mum to cook for us food. so when she wakes up, food is ready! cause she told me she was hungry before she went to bed. im such a good person. haha. okay so webcamed and took loads of peeks with sharlene. she my bitch yawww.and and she lovesssss F. haha, but i bet she loves me even more, haha. i her black bitch what even though im whiter than her, hahah

okay la. Sharlene talk abt me in her blog :( boohoo. hhaa kidding. i know you love F. no need tell me. haha. sharlene so slow want to post her blog post. she say its something very sweet for me. awww. i have two fans that can't resist me :) whatever i can;t wait. she's too long. haha im posting this post now! balalala. okay bye losers. omgg! i read her post alredy. SO SWEEETTTT! damn i love you bitch.

For sharlene ; thanks for everything girl. yeah whatever you said about me is true. i do hide my feelings and try not to show it. i just want to make this short and sweet. thanks girlfriend. aku sayang kamu!

2009-04-03T21:36:00.000-07:00

okay yesterday was like damn boring -.-' okay not that boring. So, me and Amalina went to her house and i waited for her to change. Then waited for fahmi and botak to come but they didn't. This is not the first time but the second time they did this. But i get to take bus with them everyday but amalina never get to see fahmi. Then he also never even contact her. I mean like if you want to avoid amalina, just say so laaa. okok. so we went to pasir ris after that and we went to whitesands to eat old chang kee then off to pondok. so we lepak there then around eight skaters came but i only knew two of them. so they fixed their skateboard platform or whatever. then me and amalina minding our own business cause they very long fix the thing then suddenly this huge huge hugeeeeeee lizard fell down on amalina. Then amalina slowly turn to look at the lizard that fell on her then she screamed her lungs out and so did i cause it was crawling towards me and i accidentally dropped amalina's psp. Thank god it didnt break. haha. then all of them stopped skating and asked what happened. but we could'nt speak cause we were busy running away. hahaha. so we ran far far off, didnt get to say goodbye :( but whatever. then this group of like old people start sweeting at us. i think they are like twenty or twenty three around there. my god. haha. then we saw this hot hot guy at the basketball court then we have to walk past there so i was kinda happy. i din really see his face but he got a hot body ofcourse. then i got to look at his face and i was like "omfg! ugly la siaaaaa" HAHAHAHA. he is oooogllaayyy i tell you.
then we walked and walked. disturbed people and sent amalina to my bus stop to go home. then my neck got a big bump that hurts so badly and i needed to go home. but i didnt and waited for amalina's bus to arrive. so it did but she din take it cause got alot of people and she wanted to take the double decker bus cause of ahem2 (inside joke). okay la. today is damn boring but going out later to HARBOUR FRONT! woohoo. can't wait :) okay till here then. Takecaree

PS: Thanks diana for making this blog but how put picture? i tried but cannot :(

2009-02-28T03:18:00.001-08:00

bala:D
DIANA IS MINE!