Im Falling Inlove All Over Again
I am Insyirah, the hot stuff.
Ya got that punk?
i dunno whats wrong. nothing in my life seems to go the way i want it to be. im hurt, noone cares. and even if they pretend to care, i'll just say i'm alright even when im not. i'm only hyper and all because i want to hide my emotions. i dun want anybody to worry about me. i don't know who my true friends are anymore. i dunno whether my family is even my family and im damn fucked up with guys. Thats why i reject every one of them. Im confused as hell. Someone just fucking kill me already. i can't take this torture any longer. fuck. :( i fucking feel like crying but rachel sleeping beside me. dun wanna wake her up. Control insyirah.. control.
To my Kak Ina: EH FUCK YOU AH KANINA. fucking put my grandfather's kubur black colour for what?!? And need to do so grand meh? Eh follow my mother ahh pls. She do for my grandmother white and gold kay! Not like you fucking idiot. Fuck you my father fucking pissed now kay. the whole family now pissed with your dimwit family.
No matter what we're going to change the tombstone. Fuck you, Perish in hell mother fucker.
:(
Thank god its fasting month. If not you watch out ah.
To everyone else, selamat berpuasa.
blogged at : 2:27 AM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
i found this picture. reminded me of the past. good memories. and some bad ones which i'm trying hard to forget.
okay so today was alright. school was fun somehow. Everyone wore orange. well not everyone but majority. huhu^^ okay so lessons were boring as usual. Sat beside vanessa for english. Since dinah called diana smarter than me. Merajok ah. hahaha. Very fun to sit beside vanessa cause she practically laughed at all of my jokes. heheh. okay so maths was abit of fun. but mr anwar just had to call me and dinah phsycotic ppl. walao. haha oh well, he's still the best teacher there is. So took pictures and video's with sharlene's camera and off i went. Went opp sch and met bernard. I was with rachel and desiree. Well alot of things happened. cant really say here cause i heard the sch knows our blog. so everyone out there, beware! Private your blogs or don't talk crap that will get you into big trouble. you know how the sch is right? hmm
!@#$%^ okay so went to slack at rachel's house untill seven fourty then off i went. Rach followed me back to my house to put my bag then went to Loyang point. it was already eight plus but who cares. Okay. Now im back home using my laptop. Anw, im sick (cough & flu). And to amalina : GET WELL SOON BESTIE! haha. zhaoooo
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Hot Thing
Here it goes. Hello! I'm Syirah. Full name is Nur Insyirah Binte Amir.
Currently fifteen but turning sixteen on the 22nd of december!
Now that you know, im expecting a present ;P
I'm a Capricon! Did i spell it right? Well its a friggin goat -.-
My religion is Islam. Im mixed malay and indian. LOL.
But people say i look abit like a chinese. Whoa.
Single. Easily annoyed, not really bad tempered, but outgoing.
Don't like me your problem. Once i'm mad, i'm furious like hell so don't mess with me.
I sing and dance cause that my passion :D I tend to smile and act like i'm happy when im not.
I hide my feelings from everybody but my friends can see right through me. Hahaha well thats called true friends.
Don't try and spam my blog. That just shows me how
childish you are. Stupid mother fucker. I can easily
track your IP address.Don't spam me for fun cause
thats the most stupid reason ever. I'll entertain
you losers ofcourse. Cause you guys are a bunch
of fucked up dogs with no life and i pity you :(
So thats about it.