sorry abt yesterday's post. saw his friendster photos and was damn pissed off. sheesh. i felt a bit of jealousy cause how can a girl like that get AKIF! like wth lah can. if only lydia din break us up, i bet we can last till now, then one more week is their 6th month anniversary. damn. even though i stead with other guys uh, i can't seem to forget how we used to be so shy towards each other. and the way i made the first move to hold his hands. and he held mine firmly and tightly. and i love it when i feel so warm and loved when he's beside me hugging me. and i miss those times when we kissed at the park and didn't care who was watching us. our favourite colour is green and white and we had alot of things in common like i drink jim beam and so do you and you like to smoke menthol, same as me. then when we broke up, i know fate was with us. Cause we were both unexpectedly wearing white then took the same bus then stop at the same stop at pasir ris inter then took the same mrt and stop at the same stop which is at bedok and took the same bus from there which was 17. and don't tell me that thats not fate. why can't he see that? some people ask me to forget him cause he already fogot abt me and moved on. but he made a big impact on my life and i really do love him. and what kind of a friend is lydia? how can she say that i flirt with adam(lydia's bf)? please la. why would i flirt with him? i've known him for three years or so then just because i gave my number to an old friend doesn't mean imma flirt right? And why'd you have to say to Akif that i flirt with Adam? WHYYYY!?! then when me and akiff broke up, did you even know that i cried like fuckkkkkk for weeks and weeks! fuck you to hell! i know akif was sad too cause Adam told me when Hari Raya, akif was very moody and sad and didn't want to talk to anyone. guess he loved me too. you happy now lydia?!? you fucking happy?!? then when he break up with me, you fucking break up with Adam then go to Akif! you fucking flirt with him infront of me! in the bus you don't think i saw you flirting issit? you think i blind issit? pcb.then you left Adam alone. You don't care abt anyone's feelings but your own right? Then when me and Adam got close, you got jealous. so you left Akif behind and went back to Adam. I fucking want to beat you up okay! i was damn pissed off la! i go call my friends from temasek and ask them to find you then bring you to me cause i wanna slap you myself. then when you heard bout the news you quickly say sorry to me. what the hell la! you fucking coward ah! you know im fucking sad till now?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i wanna strangle you and fucking kill you! then Adam finally realise that you only want to make me feel miserable, FINALLY HE BROKE UP WITH YOU AND BROKE YOUR BLOODY HEART. see how it feels bitch? this is what you get when you mess with other people's heart! Now because of you Akif have a girlfriend! Im happy for them cause when i see Akif smile, it makes me smile. but i feel sad cause im not the one making him smile and im not there to smile with him. damn, i really love him. god. i feel like slapping that girl's face. its been 8 months now and im still not over him. and that fucking lydia told everyone that i stole Akif?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! please laaaaaaaaaaa. who stead with who first sia! Fuck. if i see you outside uh lydia, you watch out. You fucking watch out! Now i reject five fucking guys just because i feel bad. i feel bad that i love Akif and don't love the guy as much as i love him. thats the reason. Atleast im not like you, stead with every guy who asks you for stead. CHEAP SLUT! i hope you burn in hell! BURN BURN BURNNNNNN!!!! i hope you get unlucky for the rest of your life and get run down by a lorry. i fucking want you to die! hmph. PS: Sorry for the harsh post but i had to let my feelings out. sry. and kristal, we both cut bangs same day! 0.0
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Hot Thing
Here it goes. Hello! I'm Syirah. Full name is Nur Insyirah Binte Amir.
Currently fifteen but turning sixteen on the 22nd of december!
Now that you know, im expecting a present ;P
I'm a Capricon! Did i spell it right? Well its a friggin goat -.-
My religion is Islam. Im mixed malay and indian. LOL.
But people say i look abit like a chinese. Whoa.
Single. Easily annoyed, not really bad tempered, but outgoing.
Don't like me your problem. Once i'm mad, i'm furious like hell so don't mess with me.
I sing and dance cause that my passion :D I tend to smile and act like i'm happy when im not.
I hide my feelings from everybody but my friends can see right through me. Hahaha well thats called true friends.
Don't try and spam my blog. That just shows me how
childish you are. Stupid mother fucker. I can easily
track your IP address.Don't spam me for fun cause
thats the most stupid reason ever. I'll entertain
you losers ofcourse. Cause you guys are a bunch
of fucked up dogs with no life and i pity you :(
So thats about it.
