CAMP SUCKS HARD!camp sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks! especially today. the last day we had to go for high elements and that ms lam had to pick a fight with me! annoying can. just because i said the word F*** doesnt mean i was saying it to all the teachers or whatsoever. i was high up from the ground and i nearly fell so it just came out of my mouth ACCIDENTALLY. This was how the conversation between me and her went.MsLam: Insyirah!come over here now!
Me: *walks up to her* yeah?
MsLam: Repeat what you said when you up there?*points at the high elements*
Me: Dunno.
MsLam: You said a vulgar word!
Me: oh yah. cause i scared what. i nearly fall down.
MsLam: why are you talking to me in a rude manner?
[This is when i raise my voice]
Me: You raise your voice to me i raise my voice to you ah!
MsLam: Give me some respect! you're only giving respect to yourself!
Me: You never give me respect what! what for i give you respect sia!
Then she called mr cheong. blah3. whatever la. nearly punched her face but mr cheong stopped me. sheesh. then got banned from doing the camp activities. now he talking to me. giving me advice and stuff. yeah. so three facils flirt with me but i din really care cause they're too old for me. i think they around 24 or 25 yrs old sia. haha. then dinah and bianchine keep disturbing me. tskkk. haha. the kayaking anf rafting was damn fun. and the amazing race is SO tiring!hah. kk. so blah3. ask the others what happened during the camp. lazy wanna type. so bye now. wanna go sleep.&& im so missing sharlene right now! DONT GO TO LAS ANGELES! AND IF YOU DO BUY ME BUBBLE GUM! LOTS OF IT. hahahaha. i miss my girlfriend and boyfriend :(
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omg i just did a test about bestfriends then sharlene's face popped out for the IQ test thing at the bottom. i was damn shocked lia. haha. She is my best friend so yeah. Today basically was a bore. we just slacked in class while the rest was rotting up in the hall with boredom. teehees^^. okay then laughed like hell with sharlene in the toilet. don't know why though. we were just high. yeah. then gave sharlene a hug then she left so slacked with Amalina and Rachel at bedok and bought pack. So isap3 then around one we left. then rachel went over my house and changed. Then off to gym! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. fucking alot of hothothothothothothothothothothothot guys there. my goodness. *faints* their abs are like..*faints again*. hot sia. confirm if shabana there uh, she'll be like"OMG! NEW MOON PEOPLE O.O" hahahaha. yeah. so left at around six thirty then walked to afhgan bus stop which was far and me and rachel we non-stop with our " No scared, just...." hahahahhahah! inside joke. So went back home and reached my house at around 7.45pm. then bathed and went online. Currently chatting with nazbear,firdaus,rachel and shabana. yeah. i feel so bad about naz. he's been asking me out everyday and i can't seem to make it. he really like sme but i dont feel the same way. hais. im not sure. someone help me :(
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sorry abt yesterday's post. saw his friendster photos and was damn pissed off. sheesh. i felt a bit of jealousy cause how can a girl like that get AKIF! like wth lah can. if only lydia din break us up, i bet we can last till now, then one more week is their 6th month anniversary. damn. even though i stead with other guys uh, i can't seem to forget how we used to be so shy towards each other. and the way i made the first move to hold his hands. and he held mine firmly and tightly. and i love it when i feel so warm and loved when he's beside me hugging me. and i miss those times when we kissed at the park and didn't care who was watching us. our favourite colour is green and white and we had alot of things in common like i drink jim beam and so do you and you like to smoke menthol, same as me. then when we broke up, i know fate was with us. Cause we were both unexpectedly wearing white then took the same bus then stop at the same stop at pasir ris inter then took the same mrt and stop at the same stop which is at bedok and took the same bus from there which was 17. and don't tell me that thats not fate. why can't he see that? some people ask me to forget him cause he already fogot abt me and moved on. but he made a big impact on my life and i really do love him. and what kind of a friend is lydia? how can she say that i flirt with adam(lydia's bf)? please la. why would i flirt with him? i've known him for three years or so then just because i gave my number to an old friend doesn't mean imma flirt right? And why'd you have to say to Akif that i flirt with Adam? WHYYYY!?! then when me and akiff broke up, did you even know that i cried like fuckkkkkk for weeks and weeks! fuck you to hell! i know akif was sad too cause Adam told me when Hari Raya, akif was very moody and sad and didn't want to talk to anyone. guess he loved me too. you happy now lydia?!? you fucking happy?!? then when he break up with me, you fucking break up with Adam then go to Akif! you fucking flirt with him infront of me! in the bus you don't think i saw you flirting issit? you think i blind issit? pcb.then you left Adam alone. You don't care abt anyone's feelings but your own right? Then when me and Adam got close, you got jealous. so you left Akif behind and went back to Adam. I fucking want to beat you up okay! i was damn pissed off la! i go call my friends from temasek and ask them to find you then bring you to me cause i wanna slap you myself. then when you heard bout the news you quickly say sorry to me. what the hell la! you fucking coward ah! you know im fucking sad till now?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i wanna strangle you and fucking kill you! then Adam finally realise that you only want to make me feel miserable, FINALLY HE BROKE UP WITH YOU AND BROKE YOUR BLOODY HEART. see how it feels bitch? this is what you get when you mess with other people's heart! Now because of you Akif have a girlfriend! Im happy for them cause when i see Akif smile, it makes me smile. but i feel sad cause im not the one making him smile and im not there to smile with him. damn, i really love him. god. i feel like slapping that girl's face. its been 8 months now and im still not over him. and that fucking lydia told everyone that i stole Akif?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! please laaaaaaaaaaa. who stead with who first sia! Fuck. if i see you outside uh lydia, you watch out. You fucking watch out!
Now i reject five fucking guys just because i feel bad. i feel bad that i love Akif and don't love the guy as much as i love him. thats the reason. Atleast im not like you, stead with every guy who asks you for stead. CHEAP SLUT! i hope you burn in hell! BURN BURN BURNNNNNN!!!! i hope you get unlucky for the rest of your life and get run down by a lorry. i fucking want you to die!
hmph.
PS: Sorry for the harsh post but i had to let my feelings out. sry. and kristal, we both cut bangs same day! 0.0
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
fuck it la.
Their bloody 6th months anniversary is like in eight days time.
:(
They got fucking couple rings and watches lah can!
someone cheer me up please.
i fucking cannot get over him!
i really miss him.
but he seems to be really inlove with that bitch but not me
alot of people asked me to forget about him but how can i?
Its very hard if you love someone but that STUPID LYDIA go break us up.
BAHHHH.
fuck you all to hell ah nabe!
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Friendsforlife.
okay currently at rachel's house right now. im quite tired to post abt yesterday cause
like very long uh. so yah. i'll get the pictures from sharlene then post it. see yah
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pictures.
SECOND POST
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Rachel
this picture so cute sia.okay currently at rachel's house. she's like sleeping away. haha. so before that went to whitesands POSB and took out a hundred bucks. i just took out a hundred bucks two or three days ago and now poof! its all gone. haha. so i like spent it on skirts and shirt and wild wild wet cause i treated rach and desiree. it costs like around fourty five bucks. damn. haha. okay so today was fun. i was so wild in the bus when going back home form the hairstyling course. haha. damn it was fun but i suck at it. but i know im much better than sharlene and amalina cause i had to do for them their hair on their dolls. haha losers. the doll look like some sex doll sia. haha. Desiree like 0nly. her best friend what -.-' okay blah3.. no currently chatting with firdaus and sharlene darling :) can't wait for tomorrow! outing with the boys! :)
PS: Kristal, when we cutting bangs together?
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zomg. today went out with kristal to city hall.
yeah i was damn shocked la. she so pretty :) so went to walk2 arnd. wanted to catch a movie but in the end we didnt so we just made fun of all the banglas arnd us. then this group of banglas like took pictures of us then say "oooo" lol. yeah. then like that la. so we walked arnd clarke quey and took alot of pictures. ^^ so we went to marina square after that and approximately 6.30 all the mats and minahs came. haha i told you so (kristal). haha. thats what danny told me uh. that at 6.30 all the mats and minahs will come. guess its true then. haha. okay now im like waiting for kristal to find her stupid cable. she taking so longggg.. grrr. haha. if too long then i no time to post the pictures, maybe tmr i will uh. so really had great fun with her. our gossip sessions and stuff. haha. so we had long john then starbucks. damn the caramel coffee was awesome. haha. so got this bangla stalking us and staring at us. then i gave him that look which made kristal laugh like hell. ahha. yeah. thats about it. got home at around nine. then now im blogging :) so this is it yaw. im off. maybe uploading the pictures tomorrow. okayyy. bye :)
PS: kristal, cute! haha (inside joke)
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AKU RINDU SHARLENE BANYAKBANYAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
I want holidays now too! i wanna go out with you badly hurrss .You my best best best girlfriend!
Hopefully we can go out again during the holidays!
I MISSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
<3
KRISTEL!
Hey girl, don't get so paranoid or whatsoever just because of one guy
i know how it feels to have wait for a guy and love hiim for so long then in the end you get used.
it hurts damn bad. yeah i kena before. but being single aint so bad. like what i told you, being in a relationship means less time for your friends and for yourself. its hard to turst guys nowadays, yeah its true. but there are some out there that can be trusted. so just wait for the right one to come okay? you're a pretty girl. Any guy should be lucky to have you. i know waiting is a torture for you but just try it okay? Dont cry anymore and just relaks. no point crying for the guy you love when the guy doesn't love you back. you know im always here for you :) Loveyou.
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This girl up here makes me laugh every minute of school time :) ily!&& imy!
today was fun.
but got annoyed.
went wild wild wet.
thats all im gonna say.
cb.
To rachel:
i delete the post for you already. love you! and can't wait for movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
To Bianchine:
omg i was damn bloody angry with you sia today. Just so you know, im still angry at you. im not gonna talk to you cause i had enough of the nonsense you give me every single day. please la. can't you tell that you irritate me a bunch of times? since sec one. i've been tolerating your crap since sec one till now. but i cant hold it in any longer. sorry i burst out cursing or swearing at you just now but i just couldnt help it. i was damn angry. i got nothing to say to you cause you're not the BEST friend that i got. only Amalina understands me fully. thats why i love her dearly. but for you, i've stopped caring.Just so you know this is what i think of you. Flirt,show off and an annoying girl. but thats just who you are. i cant change that. but sometimes you need someone to tell you that you're such a pain in the ass. and im here to say it. YOU'RE SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASSSSSSS! at times maybe not but majority of the times. yes. Please ah ppl, if want to wear bikini atleast have nice body ah. and stop covering your body if you dont feel confortable with your fats bulging out from you ppl's fbt.okay back to the post. i don't want to be close to you anymore. its not worth a single bit. i just want to be like how you and desiree treats each other. like a hi bye kinda thing. i can't stand it anymor.e im sick and tired of me laughing and smiling at stupid stuffs which i dont even find funny a single bit. sorry but i have to type this to you. i need you to read it and atleast change yourself. you were great the first few months. but you changed. dont bother asking how you changed. just ask yourself. you should know. im still your twin cause i promised you that i'll be your twin forever remember? even though we fight or whatsoever, you're still my twin. but some things have to change around here. Like for example, us. Its gonna be different once school stars back. its gonna be very different.see you around.
PS: sorry for the mean posts but im damn stressed up now. plus i had fun with my dear ladies that i love with all my heart today. but my mood just had to be spoiled.
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this picture so cute sia.okay currently at rachel's house. she's like sleeping away. haha. so before that went to whitesands POSB and took out a hundred bucks. i just took out a hundred bucks two or three days ago and now poof! its all gone. haha. so i like spent it on skirts and shirt and wild wild wet cause i treated rach and desiree. it costs like around fourty five bucks. damn. haha. okay so today was fun. i was so wild in the bus when going back home form the hairstyling course. haha. damn it was fun but i suck at it. but i know im much better than sharlene and amalina cause i had to do for them their hair on their dolls. haha losers. the doll look like some sex doll sia. haha. Desiree like 0nly. her best friend what -.-' okay blah3.. no currently chatting with firdaus and sharlene darling :) can't wait for tomorrow! outing with the boys! :)
